I was a loner for a long time. Often the only people I would talk to were the guys in the band with me. Living this way there was one thing that jumped out at me when I went into public, all the couples. Made me feel sick, and alone. Like I was fucking up. Seemed like everyone had it but me. fucking miserable. I wanted it in the worst way. Maybe we always want what we can't have. there was a specific girl, forever immortalized by this song.
-Eric-
lyrics
How come we always want those things that we can't have
we lust and lust and lust until it drives us mad
at first I wanted it I just got a taste of it I knew I couldn't have it
though I just really wanted it
go on and leave if you want
I do my best on my own
I'm just a dirty old punk afraid of dying alone
I do the best that I can
can't think where I went wrong
all I've got is the stage, I give my heart to songs
I watch the lovers hold each other it makes me sad
a false sense of security something I wish I had.
I walk alone because of fate, I disconnect because of hate
I train myself to shut them out, it's not my fault it's not my fault
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